4/10/16

 

        Pretty much today summed up in a picture.

1.Having Boh Teh Tarik Original Kurang Manis after my breakfast.A relaxing dine.Hurried to catch bus at 8.20 am.Lucky,I managed to settle everything before the ride including grabbing mineral water,juice,and biscuit.

2.The road was being tough on me.Traffic jammed.I arrived the Vascera nearly after 2hours and half what supposed to be only an hour.I didn't sit until an hour and half.No vacant seat.Glad that I brought along and read on Nephrology.Covered important questions.Alhamdulillah

3.Caught a taxi with a smoking guy inside.Gosh.Momsie would be mad like *if she knew I traveled in taxi with two(the driver)guys(strangers top of that) only.I could just pray for everything to please be safe.Man...I had no choice.I don't want to running anymore late.I'm wasting time for the trip while others at home studying.I love Didy so much that I kept updating my whereabouts in case anything bad happen.Just yesterday,an Indonesian student of Islamic Studies died of accident near Maadi.And amazing how caring she was,keep on replying me and praying for me too!


4.Only to reach the Vascera waiting for another 13 patients who were ready getting shot for Influenza.A fine lady(you now her status from her dressing),asked if I'm too taking Influenza vaccine shot which I denied instead I was there for HepB vaccine.I can't understand her glare.But seemingly,something 'dirty' crossed her mind.Gosh.I am a medical student.High risk group categorised fairly like that.

5.I just could see from afar the gorgeous Nile River.So going there after this exam.Period.

6.The walls at Metro station.I have a thing to underground Metro station.Felt like I'm in Spain over and over!I was standing in the coach when a guy who was using medical walking canes for lower extremity dysfunction,called me over and gave me his seat as he's getting down.Out of people.Subhanllah.Again room full of testosterone.ERGH.

7.The trip cost 4hours.Home just after the Athan of Zuhr prayer.That's 12pm.

8.Re-heated the fried noodles.Anchovies from Yolkie and her eggs too with exchange from me(unboiled ones).Yeah she screwed and wonder why she couldn't get a 'pass' for boiling eggs!Get over it,Yolkie,you married fella!

Ok.Till then.
Flowers.
9PM:SHOULD GO STUDY.
Plus,at this rate,to compensate my studying time,I should sleep reading!!

Taking chance to exam for granted

     I doubt any student will like exam.Taken me into consideration too.Hehe.Yet you gained a lot more.I always thought I am the cleverest during exam-period (extending from study weeks to exam days).I finally grabbed the material.If not for exam I would just study blindly and received the infos.

     Exams also test your abilities.Loads of these.

     What saddened me the most nowadays when others easily break the chance.I have friends(A) who are unable to enter the exam because they didn't pay the fees and others(B)because they skipped lectures and played hooky.

     Wealth is a tool.To destroy or build.If only As are blessed with money and able to settle the fees,they got the chance to sit for exam.World is an injustice place.

     All I can do is looking up from the very corner of my eyes,nervously lying in front of me,answer sheet when my A friends being chased away from the exam halls.Those batch-mates who attended clinical rounds,sitting in lectures a row behind you.How she fiercely fight to stay seated and shouted,"I deserved this".And how the officers,madams screamed back to her face."What with the defending?'Cause,you have none."

    You know how devoted they were.All I can do is to be grateful for the chance to enter exam,leave alone the result(scary part yet  to come).Chances just .Is too much that they asked?

    Totally unfair.I should return to my study again.Or it'll be another case of taking chance for granted.

What it's like?Exam

   Geez.It has been like forever since I last blogged.

   So,life is still the same.

messy desk denotes studying hard.haha

1.Seclusion

   I am actually not really the type who study alone.Momsie(and other significant family members) were the ones who installed the idea of not studying alone.Total hazard you know.You tend to procrastinate,easily dozed(moreover when your bed is just a lot from desk,gosh:mind control) and lots more.But since day 1 of medschool,I barely got the chance to study with friends.Everyone is just doing fine by themselves,so do I(must).

   I had this special place where I go everyday of study weeks and I tell you I concentrate really well there.I got my own,private room,I don't go there anymore.I passed 4 years of exam thanks to that special place.Let's see how great my result will be from room-studying.Bahah.

2.Laziness

   Everybody is just at their own pace of studying and zoned themselves.Some roomies didn't even budge from their desk or I didn't see them for days.Okay so like the first point.They ate but didn't do the dishes.Home is like war zones.Nobody cares.As long as we finished studying.Royal selfish.Some even ordered people around to get her stuffs like top-ups.I mean,like she's the one who deserves time  for studying.Ultimate laziness.Some even don't shower.Urgh.

Nevertheless,everyone's is so good at praying in congregation.*Running palms on face*

I am really blessed.To live in a lone room.

"Most people quit because they look how far they have to go,not how far they have come".

Kind of word that keep me moving forward.


p/s:blogging with MacBook really gives the vibe.Bahah

My new room was robbed

Got this for 30 le at Genena Mall.Thanks The Heirs for inspiring me ;p

   Okay.After nearly 3 years of sharing rooms,painful feelings out of tolerating,I finally pulled the strength out of myself and yes grateful to voting ,I won and have my own room.It's like yess,I have my own,uninterrupted space for myself.Just imagine after long lectures,tired minds what greater and better to indulge your body and souls to privacy.This counts luxury.We resided at the small Nasr City,nouveau riche area.Our apartments are just nice( 4rooms,a toilet,kitchen,2 balconies,and a small living room)and the rent is 1750le shared with other 7 girls.Affordable,I must say.We have other 3 houses of Malaysian male students as neighbours.I may communicate well via the walls (Morse code in mind) to the next house.So,I feel safe and secured here. 

    I moved in after we finished the final exam and have two days before flying back to Malaysia hence not having enough time to deco and arrange stuffs (add new furniture lol) in my rooms.As much I'm excited I felt rather lonely.I have my mini pantry in the room which hints I totally don't have any reason to leave my room (except for my classes or lectures).I love to pay some visit (oh gosh,we don't talk much in the house,everyone focuses on rest and study) to have small talks during breaks or before dinner.Seems I won't apply the habit much next year.People be like weird how we talk a lot on our ride home (in the buses) or during outings.Of course,because we just don't make the time to converse well at home!Rather than putting loneliness as an emotion,it's good to see it as fact.Given my strong character,I believe I can overcome this.Just till the semester starts and the hectic schedules (lives) comes back.Then I will appreciate back the loneliness.Hah..


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    A week passed since my summer-comeback- and I online-d to this shocking image of my room.We were robbed!!I felt betrayed and violated.I was understood that he smashed and punched our front door,lol,the confidence,making entrance.He had been eyeing our house for few months.Other Malaysian student houses were broke in respectively.


 Level 1A:The burglars set fire to the garbage(ours).We were fairly guilty.We had a gotong royong the day before.So we collected the garbage and placed them at the 1st floor.Our friends here went out of their house to put out the fire when the burglars climbed through their hind kitchen window and grabbed smartphones,laptops and money.They were aiming that from the students. 

 Level 4B:Ourhouse are on 4A.This is the front house.Though they were no loss reported the burglars managed to get in during Friday congregation prayer.Devilish.

 Level 3A:These are our juniors.It was during our mid term exam.One of my housie was burning the midnight oil.At 2am something,she heard strange noises so she just ignored and focused on her study.Later in the morning (8am),the juniors asked if we heard any noises because they were robbed. Approximately,total loss of 30K le.That much. The burglars pukau them to disbelief.We felt terribly sorry for the kids.They are all nice.Always go to the mosque,portray sincerity in seeking advice(on exams and studies,some easy-going young doctors in the making.They lost their phones,laptops and money.

    Three breaks-in within 8 months of time.It's about time to our house.I can't be anymore grateful that the robbery happened when we were not in Egypt.We are all safe and sound in Kelantan.All 7 girls.We also brought along home our precious,valuable gadgets.So they were left empty handed,I pray.

The burglars ransacked my wardrobe.I believe that's our neighbor who snapped the pic to inform the condition

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Looks like they didn't get much.Since I'm living alone the electrical appliances are total worthy

   The cops won't do much.Ya know how politically unstable Egypt is.So what with a foreigner house being robbed when they have bigger,real issue to deal with.Huuu...

    People are getting lazy but they need money.Hence the crime.It's one full house.Not only my room.The robbery.Who is holding revenge here?Good thing is that I can properly setup and do my room.What a mess!

Appreciating human

Evening at Playa de Barcelona

   Beaches somehow give the soothing atmosphere to temporarily tranquilize the heavy minds.Long strolls definitely worthy.i need this,stat!

   I'm back home for my summerbreak.Already around 1weeks ++.The best news that 2 of my housemates are getting married!One was my former roomie.I was thrilled to attend the akad.Unfortunately,I wasn't told (or reminded) when it will be held so I missed it.I considered I was important enough to be by her side on the day,her status (marital) changes.To my hallucination.

   It is lengthy story to write which I found unnecessary to be recorded how she adored her high school friends than...She kept the date (akad) to her close,intimate high school friends than..

   I was so frustrated.To the fact.We spent few months (through after SPM program) knowing each other.Everyday ,at noon,during study breaks in the study weeks (leaves),we never failed to sit down and discuss dreams,future and studies.Every night(for 2 years),we've been talking a lot before sleep.Ya know how those were saved to your limbic system.The moments passed so does our friendship.

   Least I could do is to pray for her happiness (new bride in the house!!)

   I hope to cherish my happy (important) moments with people who have been with me.Days.. I want them to enjoy as much I am.


#lesson:Just send out the invitation.People can opt to attend or no.That shows your sincerity.

Top 10 To-do ketika SummerBreak di Malaysia

   Alhamdulillah atas peluang dan rezeki untuk balik Malaysia.Sendu kan musim2 final exam nak menge-post.Semangat inilah yang kita mahukan untuk menjawab soalan esei Community Medicine kelak.Semoga najah semuanya.

   1.Improve cooking skills.Faham je budak2 ni.Zaman sekolah menengah dulu semua kerjanya study-struggle.Tak demi PMR,demi SPM.Balik sekolah dah petang,malam sambung lagi extra tutition classes.Habis2 SPM,semuanya fly overseas takpun ke IPTA/S dll.Then,nak membina masjid."Acano,abang udah ponat asyik makan luar.isk isk".Ditambah dengan bulan Ramadan(ni musim peak budak2 ni balik kampung),lagilah berganda2 pahala kalau memberi makan kepada orang2 yang puasa.Harapnya,mak ayah balik dari penat seharian bekerja cari duit nak sara makan minum pakai wang poket semua,rasa sejuk hati sikit tengok lauk dah terhidang bawah saji.

Masak rendang.Guna perencah yang xbest last2 jdi macam gulai je.

   Sama2 la shadow mak memasak atau godek2 respi di myresepi.com dan mulakan eksperimen anda ye!

   2.Tailing mak ayah kecuali ke kantor lah termasuklah:

      Penuhi jemputan kahwin/majlis kesyukuran/aqiqah/open house Raya/Hari Keluarga kantor.
      BENEFITS:oiih..banyak ok.


Satu:kenal saudara-mara.Maka bermulalah adegan jejak kasih dan sebagainya.
eg:a)Bukan time nak kahwin/kematian ahli keluarga je,"ni sape?ohh..anak sekian sekian.
    b)"laa..you Uni Azhar jugak ke.Uhuks uhuks.Selalu je terserempak.Tak tahu kita ni                 menjadi."

Dua:tahu masalah/gosip hot dalam big extended family.Eh eh.Bukan nak jaga tepi kain orang.Just because.Cuma janganlah sampai level mulut murai pulak.
eg:dua beradik dah lama tak bertegur sapa.you know,adults and their problems.sometimes we just need to create some chances so that they can lower their ego down to the drain.huu..bolehlaa joint-venture dengan mak buat majlis makan2ajak both parties sambil gamble your improved cooking skills.lol

Tiga:tahu peta alamat rumah saudara-mara.Kot2 tiba2 emergency kes pergi melancong,hotel semua fully booked  apalah salahnya pergi menumpang 3hari2malam di rumah saudara.Lol
Empat:Hari Keluarga Kantor Mak Ayah.Tunjuk talent dan bolot hadiah dengan tamaknya.Tak cukup dengan itu,ajar tricks and cheats kat adik2 camne nak penuhkan isi air dalam botol dengan pantas.Kenal bos dan colleagues mak ayah.Baru tahu dalam environment seperti apa our parants are working.

   Kalau anda ialah seorang yang keen observer,mesti dah dapat hint2 jugak,sekian sekian ni orang yang camne.Tahu je ok yang mana kaki ampu bos,kaki bodek,semua lah.Eh eh.Be prepare la for your future.Sebab kerja nanti besides the skills,your connection and circles count ok.Selain itu,salah satu cara nak berbakti kepada mak ayah(setelah mereka tiada)ialah berbuat kepada sahabat dan teman2nya.Acano nak kenal?

   3.Melancong bersama family.Tak kisah la local ke overseas.Ikut kemampuan.Takdelah segan bila jumpa,borak kosong dengan tourist,nampak sangat map Malaysia dah tenggelam dengan ilmu Geografi zaman PMR dulu2.Boleh juga mempamerkan sikap patriotisme yang deep  dengan menyahut seruan  "Cuti-cuti Malaysia" kerajaan.Gunalah duit simpanan/baki sesen dua daripada pinjaman/tajaan pengajian,untung bussiness jual tudung Mesir atau duit kerja part time SMO untuk sponsor trip bercuti ini.

Senja di Pulau Perhentian.

4.Elective Posting.Ini ialah peluang baik untuk student2 overseas untuk experience Malaysian health care system dan sebagainya.Such a waste kalau tak buat sebab banyak sangat yang kita boleh dapat.Contohnya,2nd year dah pernah tengok case ascites.Orang lain angguk2 geleng2 je bila dalam lecture hall tapi kita boleh bayang dah case tuh patient nya camne.Atau tengok autopsy.Masuk 4th year dengan riang ria sebab rasa Forensic and Toxicology sangat menarik.Dah boleh estimate time since death etc.Kalau yang dah clinical year boleh nak hands-on banyak techniques.Syok ok.

Nak revise camne nak exam patient bleh je guna yg ni,

   5.Join program.Ada Papisma ok.Sila Google.Tahun lepas diorang organised NICE 14 kat Kelantan.Best sangat sebab boleh masuk jumpa orang kampung.Borak2.Bagi medical advice (I was supervised ye).Ajar mak cik pak cik yang kurang daya untuk solat,ambil wudhu.Budak Azhar kan.That was my group.Ada yang lain pergi rumah anak yatim or something jumpa Neelofa.Haa..nak retis2 je kan.

   Banyak dan luas lagi medan dan medium untuk aktivit2 bermanfaat.Personally,it's time to give something back to the society and community.

Lepas gian.Habis/sela program lepak tepi pantai

   6.Buka kelas Quran untuk adik2 sekampung.Ya Allah pahalanya berterusan sampai bila2.Insya' allah2x.Impian terpendam ni tapi terluah la pula.Kot2 ada yang doakan,maqbul ke kan.

Angan2 morning to this view.Flower Exhibition Cairo National Park,Nasr City.

   7.Hobi baru yang bermanfaat.Contohnya:

Satu:Berkebun.Dulu takde la suka sangat.Quantum leap kot selepas mendalami indahnya perasaan menikmati kecantikan makhluk2 bernama bunga-bungaan ini.Di samping buat mak rasa bangga (naik seri rumah),udara di rumah akan menjadi lebih segar dan nyaman.

Dua:indulge dalam pelbagai  DIY projects yang simple.boleh check it out kat Pinterest.

Tiga:Layan MHI/Selamat Pagi Malaysia/The Breakfast Show dan Tanyalah Ustaz di pagi hari.Tau tau.Perangai tak senonoh bangun di senja hari.Later,boleh ambil notes dari program2 bermanfaat  ni dan sebar secara berleluasa di Whatsapp,Fb,IG segala media sosial.Lepas tuh ugut kat footnote,keluarkan fatwa sape xshare berdosa 1000 hari.lol.Apakah?


   8.Ah,inilah paling lousy.Tahu tahu.Baru je nak menghilangkan capek beradu tenaga  dalam finals baru-baru ni.Kena study lagi.Yep.Ingatlah tanggungjawab kita sebagai penuntut ilmu.Lagi2 kalau dah menggalas title budak medik.Huu..

Satu:study subjek2 lepas terutamanya kalau yang dok nak buat elective posting tuh.Barulah worthy berpisah daripada keluarga tercinta,meredah Arab hari2 ke kelas,bila MO/specialist
tanya masa tengah round,laju je jawab betul.

Dua:subjek2 yang bakal dipelajari.Menarik bila tahu concept new subjects sambil menanti pengakhiran cuti dan bermulanya new academic year.Contohnya,subjek Internal Medicine yang rupa2nya sama je macam Pathology cuma,vocab dia lebih bombastik pastu ada la upgrade skit2.Ah..manipulation je semua ni.


N.B:jangan lupa bawak balik buku2!kalau nak jimat kilo,xpe.Google search ada,buku medik pun berlambak bleh pdf download.Hah

9.Re-connect dengan old friends dan boleh sama2 boleh outing ke bandar atau meredah down memory lane dengan menjejak high school/primary school/kindergarten.

10.Untuk bakal 5th year Azhar (banat) bolehlaa mula hafaz juzu' 26.Yeah


p/s:Boleh nak tambah aktiviti yg boleh generate money tapi kena juga ambil masa  untuk relaks dalam mempersiapkan diri menghadapai tahun-tahun akhir.Buat aktiviti2 yang kita sendiri rasa enjoyable and fun.Nama pun Break kan.Semoga manfaatnya bukan hanya di sini.



Till then,
Flower.

19/4/15:On me

   So,my last update was like 2 months ago.I regret that.It came to my realization I always blog{ed} whenever I want to spill out.Like tried human,but it never went well.

   I had lot of dreams and words that I want to work on and don't know it just vanished in the air.Not business neither ignorance.Perhaps the latter though.

10th of Ramadan Park,Hayyu Sabie,Cairo

   I am{still,the term is running long} a leader for my group.I almost forgot how it turned out when I was getting my coffee break during my long Community Medicine round,soon as I walked to the hall that the lecturer said,"we asked the one responsible for the group and turned out your friends agreed on you".And the former leader like nodded her head,as blessing I guess.

   I quit student association thingy and a lot.I gave up on myself.I thought juggling responsibilities are not my best virtue.I have a clear vision,I want to succeed medical school.Only that.That's like the most important thing that really matters for me.And I'll go like blaming myself over and over for accepting the position.

   The final exam is on the door{love how my Egyptian lecturer exaggerate on that} and yeah,we need that study weeks.Bad is that I have to bring and represent the students' voice to the Head of Department.Most of times,the voice turned out to be a reflection of mine.I was so depressed that I was accused of an attempt to attain privilege over another group to start earlier study week.Obviously,I failed.Both the attempt and effort.And as much I'm a victim in the situation I had to be all ears to listen to the complaints and stuffs I hate to hear.I wondered again why I jeopardized my emotions,hurt my all feelings by accepting the position.That just one simple everyday-stress I have.Dealing with hard-headed nations that refused changes.Huh.

   We all get bad news everyday. Instead,we blame the person who deliver the news rather than the news itself.That is human.Begging for rooting at this point seems cruel just like that.

   Pray for my less tense term and stronger heart .


   Till then,
   Flower