Taking chance to exam for granted

     I doubt any student will like exam.Taken me into consideration too.Hehe.Yet you gained a lot more.I always thought I am the cleverest during exam-period (extending from study weeks to exam days).I finally grabbed the material.If not for exam I would just study blindly and received the infos.

     Exams also test your abilities.Loads of these.

     What saddened me the most nowadays when others easily break the chance.I have friends(A) who are unable to enter the exam because they didn't pay the fees and others(B)because they skipped lectures and played hooky.

     Wealth is a tool.To destroy or build.If only As are blessed with money and able to settle the fees,they got the chance to sit for exam.World is an injustice place.

     All I can do is looking up from the very corner of my eyes,nervously lying in front of me,answer sheet when my A friends being chased away from the exam halls.Those batch-mates who attended clinical rounds,sitting in lectures a row behind you.How she fiercely fight to stay seated and shouted,"I deserved this".And how the officers,madams screamed back to her face."What with the defending?'Cause,you have none."

    You know how devoted they were.All I can do is to be grateful for the chance to enter exam,leave alone the result(scary part yet  to come).Chances just .Is too much that they asked?

    Totally unfair.I should return to my study again.Or it'll be another case of taking chance for granted.

What it's like?Exam

   Geez.It has been like forever since I last blogged.

   So,life is still the same.

messy desk denotes studying hard.haha

1.Seclusion

   I am actually not really the type who study alone.Momsie(and other significant family members) were the ones who installed the idea of not studying alone.Total hazard you know.You tend to procrastinate,easily dozed(moreover when your bed is just a lot from desk,gosh:mind control) and lots more.But since day 1 of medschool,I barely got the chance to study with friends.Everyone is just doing fine by themselves,so do I(must).

   I had this special place where I go everyday of study weeks and I tell you I concentrate really well there.I got my own,private room,I don't go there anymore.I passed 4 years of exam thanks to that special place.Let's see how great my result will be from room-studying.Bahah.

2.Laziness

   Everybody is just at their own pace of studying and zoned themselves.Some roomies didn't even budge from their desk or I didn't see them for days.Okay so like the first point.They ate but didn't do the dishes.Home is like war zones.Nobody cares.As long as we finished studying.Royal selfish.Some even ordered people around to get her stuffs like top-ups.I mean,like she's the one who deserves time  for studying.Ultimate laziness.Some even don't shower.Urgh.

Nevertheless,everyone's is so good at praying in congregation.*Running palms on face*

I am really blessed.To live in a lone room.

"Most people quit because they look how far they have to go,not how far they have come".

Kind of word that keep me moving forward.


p/s:blogging with MacBook really gives the vibe.Bahah